Why…
If I am called a beast does that mean I should act accordingly? From personal experience with rage attacks and being called a monster/beast. I can conclude that it’s a completely different definition. I do not attack people out of need to purposefully protect people/domain. It is more subconscious. The main idea is still to protect ore attack butt the conscious feeling is different. To me it feels more like a drug. The adrenalin and other hormones give a uforia of a super awareness, ofcourse this is still the partly controlled attack. You feel much stronger more alert, even time moves slower as you can partly predict what your target is going to do. Also the pain is immediately turned to nothing ore feeds the rage. Al that aside it is a joy and pain like every other drug. The uforia feels like you have superhuman strength and senses but the negative side is that it may bring hurt to friends and loved-ones. Why do I tell this, wel it helps me and may give some people some insight into what go’s through my head and maybe some others.
